The Secret Underground World Society

From: modemac@netcom.com (Modemac)
Date: Sat, 1 Apr 1995 19:39:49 GMT

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[ Posted on Sat, 25 Mar 95 01:31:36 -0500 ]

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THE SECRET UNDERGROUND WORLD SOCIETY

BY

ROBERT DESKO

1994

UNITED STATES

THE DOC THEY DON'T EVER WANT YOU TO READ

DEDICATED TO THE FOLLOWING:

To my 20 year old daughter, the Great White Brotherhood where ever they may
be located on the HIGHEST of the Spiritual Planes on Earth, GOD, all the
innocent people in the PAST who have been NAILED TO THE CROSS by the Secret
Underground Society, all the innocent people at the PRESENT who are NOW
being NAILED TO THE CROSS by the Secret Underground Society, all the
innocent people in the FUTURE who will be NAILED TO THE CROSS by the Secret
Underground Society, and for all the innocent children who have no place to
run to when their parents indoctrinate them also as members into the Secret
Underground Society.

A SPECIAL DEDICATION TO ALL PATRIOTS

If you have been wondering why certain things have been happening to you
and your friends in your endeavors to protect the Constitution, Bill Of
Rights, etc. of the United States by way of hindering and clobbering you and
your efforts then this doc will help to explain to you who is doing it to
you and the evil that permeates within our country not knowing RIGHT FROM
WRONG.

DISTRIBUTION

I encourage distribution of "The Secret Underground World Society" doc to
United States and World Wide computer bulletin board systems. The "TRUTH"
shall set us and our children FREE.

INTRODUCTION

I first bumped into the Secret Underground Society when I was 32 years old.
Or should I say that IT bumped into me. What it did to me at 32 years of age
was to make me crazy and drive me into a psych ward at a hospital in Tucson,
Arizona. I am diagnosed by the wonderful doctors as having schizophrenia due
to my run in with the Secret Society; and I am now permanently disabled unable
to work living off of disability pensions which support my daughter and myself.
But what the wonderful doctors who I have had who live inside the NEST of the
Secret Society won't tell you or me is that he is right when he tells us that
he has been screwed. Only ONE doctor way back in 1976 when this happened had
the GUTS to tell me that somebody was screwing me. Much more on all of this
later in PART 2 of this doc.

Now first of all. No matter how painful it might be for me in revealing
to you what has happened to me and is currently happening to my daughter,
I have to be truthful to you. Because this kind of stuff is happening and has
already happened to many people in the United States. AND NONE OF THIS SHOULD
BE HAPPENING TO ANYBODY.

It has to be remembered that the bastards who live as members inside their
NEST which is the Secret Underground Society are the cleverest of people
you have ever seen. THEY WILL DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING THEY HAVE TO DO
TO PROTECT THEIR SECRET NEST OF PEOPLE IN THEIR SOCIETY. Its called a
BIG TIME NETWORK my friends.

Now I am 50 years old. I have been living inside the Secret Underground
Society Nest for 18 years. What does this mean? It means that for 18 years
I have been exposed to what they DO TO YOU, how they DO IT TO YOU, and
everything else they do. In other words, I got a lot of good stuff on all of
them.

Now has my life been in danger for the last 18 years. Well hell. What do you
think? Of course it has. Only by the GRACE OF GOD am I still here.

ABOUT DEBUNKERS

Now I have to worn you who I consider to be "CLEAN" (no, I don't mean that
you just took a bath and washed up) to whom this doc is primarily directed
to and for that when the people who live inside the Secret Underground
Society NetWork get their hands on this doc that they will try and tell
immediately to everybody in the WORLD that this is all CRAZY. That all of this
is INSANE.

Unfortunately even "CLEAN" people who read this doc will say this. This is
understandable. Unfortunately it will be impossible to tell who is
who in saying these things about this doc.

Also when this doc is put onto BBS's systems don't be surprised if in a
couple of days it is taken OFF of a BBS. Do you think the SYSOP will be
able to sleep at night who is one of these cockroaches with the knowledge
that there is this doc there exposing them all.


WHAT DOES CLEAN MEAN HERE IN THIS CONTEXT

What "CLEAN" means here is that the person is a "NORMAL" person in living
life. In other words the person is not a member of the Secret Underground
Society, never heard of it, and doesn't know twaddly shit about it.

PART 1

WHAT THE HELL IS THE SECRET UNDERGROUND SOCIETY

First of all in the United States the population is about somewhere from
260-280 million people ( I don't remember the exact figures).

So what we have and THINK ONLY what we have is the VISIBLE SOCIETY or
population. Yep. Thats what I thought too up until I was 32 years old. I
would see all my friends now and then, talk to strangers now and then, drive
my car through town every day past tons of people just like you do too,
etc., etc., and thought that they were all normal people just like me.

But, however, there is an INVISIBLE SOCIETY which is a subset made up from
the VISIBLE SOCIETY!

Okay. So now what the hell is the INVISIBLE SOCIETY. Alright. What we have
running around in the streets of the United States is a subset of a
population that belongs to TWO IDEOLOGIES BASED UPON THEIR SOCIOLOGICAL
STATUS IN LIFE.

Here is what THEIR INVISIBLE SETUP IS ONLY KNOWN TO THEM UNTIL NOW.

There are two sides of people running around in here called RED and BLUE.
Don't I wish it was this easy to explain but it is not. From those people
who come from the United States population and are on the RED SIDE, I have
discovered that this side of people can be broken down into two sub-groups
called BRIGHT REDS AND BLACK REDS. Lets get this straightened out really
fast here that BLACK means really EVIL and BRIGHT means somewhat GOOD. Now
the BLUE SIDE coming from the United States population I have discovered is
composed of SEVEN GROUPS OF BLUE SIDES!

Nobody said that their shit was going to be easy to understand! These
bastards made it this way, I didn't.

Now it is important to understand that one of these BLUE SIDES is a BLACK
BLUE SIDE. And naturally I have discovered that there is also a BRIGHT
BLUE SIDE.

Okay now we have chart time.

RED SIDE COMPOSITION BLUE SIDE COMPOSITION

(1) Black Red (1) Black Blue
(2) Bright Red (2) Blue
(3) Blue
(4) Blue
(5) Blue
(6) Blue
(7) Blue

Now the BRIGHT BLUE SIDE I have mentioned earlier comes from some members who
are in the other six Blue Sides-not obviously from the damn BLACK BLUE SIDE.

These numbers here are not rankings of any nature. I just used numbers to
help me to list the complication of their mess that they have created
within their damn INVISIBLE SOCIETY.

SO HOW MANY OF THESE COCKROACHES ARE THERE IN THE INVISIBLE SOCIETY?

Think in terms of super BIG NUMBERS and you will be getting close to
comprehending how much of the United States population is involved in this
SUPER SECRET. Would 200 million scare you? Maybe 230 million? Would 150
million make you feel better? Obviously I don't have any exact numbers. I
can only tell you that I keep running into tons of them all the time
during the last 18 years of fighting these bastards for my survival and
for my daughters - especially against the BLACK ONES.

WELL IF YOUR SO SMART WHO STARTED THIS INVISIBLE SOCIETY?

I don't know how it got created. I haven't been able to find out from any
of the nuts inside of it "WHO STARTED IT" or "HOW IT GOT STARTED" or even
"WHEN IT GOT STARTED"! But I know one thing that it has been here since
World War II and I believe it has been here even way before World War II!

YOUR A LUNATIC-NO SECRET THIS BIG COULD HAVE BEEN KEPT LIKE THIS FOR SO LONG

Wrong. You should ask all the people who are sitting in MENTAL INSTITUTIONS
about THEM who have had their brains cracked by them on purpose for various
reasons ( more on this in Part 2 ) and, thereby, arranged conveniently to be
placed into institutions to SHUT THEM UP. They love for people who have
discovered what is going on to be so scared of them that you will just
stay inside your house for ever or just sit in a rocking chair on the
porch for ever all doped up on psychotic medication until you die.

They thrive on your fear of them.

By the way I told one of them; a poisonous female soul that I was going to
write a doc on them. She said "Nobody will believe you". This is partly how
they keep on getting away with it. In still existing as a Secret Underground
Society never getting busted apart.

WHAT IS ALL THIS ABOUT THEIR SOCOLOGICAL STATUS IN LIFE?

First of all what this means is that money and power is involved here for
them. Remember those Fraternity and Sorority House in College! Your bonded
to your fraternity brother or sorority sister and if sometime in the
future say you are applying for a job and the job interviewer sees that
you are a member of HIS FRATERNITY what do you think is going to happen?
Bingo, you get the job and the other guy loses out. Thats the way life is
and thats how these things operate. So lets go back to our Secret Underground
Society Chart and think of all of those seven BLUE GROUPS of these people as
being THEIR FRATERNITIES AND SORORITIES. Likewise for the two RED GROUPS
mentioned previously.

So what we have is the social stratification of people with money and power
and the lack of money and power layered inside of all these different BLUE
AND RED GROUPS. First those in poverty; next those people having a little bit
more; next those people doing better then those below the others; say now
perhaps the middle class for example; then those much better off then the
middle class; and etc. and etc.

WHAT IS ALL THIS ABOUT TWO POLITICAL IDEOLOGIES?

First of all the RED GROUP or RED SIDE is mapped SOMEWHAT as a 1-to-1
correspondence to the Democratic Party. Likewise the BLUE GROUP or BLUE
side is mapped SOMEWHAT as a 1-to-1 correspondence to the Republican
Party.

In watching these insects at work, especially the BLACK BLUE SIDE, the
majority of the Republican Presidents have come from the BACK BLUE SIDE.
I am not sure if all of the Republican Presidents have come from that side
but a lot of them have come from that side. It is stated here that the
BLACK BLUE SIDE is utterly super dangerous to the happiness and well-being
of the American Citizens.

It is also important to remember that the BLACK BLUE SIDE are the ones
responsible for the utter destruction of many innocent peoples lives by
putting them on the TOP OF THEIR SHIT LIST. Being thankful for this side
in showing me THEIR EVILNESS has shown me and will show you how to deal
with their evil.

Also from what I can understand from knowing about the Secret Underground
Society`s Network shit is that the Democratic Presidents seem to be coming
from the BLACK RED SIDE. These bastards are just as evil and think almost
just like the BLACK BLUE SIDE.

We will talk about more of this later as we get deeper into this doc.

WILL THE SECRET UNDERGROUND SOCIETY EVER JUST DIE AWAY INTO OBLIVION?

Nope! All these sides or if you want to you can also think of them as
clubs indoctrinate their children into whats really going on through
the parents. From what I can see is that a lot of these parents indoctrinate
their children at maybe around 10 - 12 years of age. I also have heard from
their BIG MOUTHS that many of the parents wait until the children are
much older before the parents tell the children what is really going on.

Also some children are never told anything being the fact that the teenager
couldn't handle it and would tell everybody.

So the number of people in these sides keep on growing and growing.

I'll give you an example here which should be in PART 2. I would see
teenagers around 15-16 years old come up to me and say to me "Bob do you
have a dime." Plus during the last 18 years there were many other examples
of what these kids would say to me WHEN IN FACT I WOULD NEVER KNOW WHO THEY
WERE. But they would use my name "Bob"! Well friends, the Secret Underground
Society knows everything about you and THEY ALL PASS THE INFO AMONG
THEMSELVES BECAUSE YOUR ON THE TOP OF THEIR LIST AS BEING A THREAT TO THEIR
VERY EXISTENCE AND TO WHAT THEY ARE GETTING AWAY WITH IN LIFE.

AND IN FACT THEY ALL KNOW WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE, WHAT KIND OF CAR YOU DRIVE,
ETC., ETC.

So in essence some of these teenager underground shits play their little MIND
GAMES WITH YOU. "Bob, you got a dime?" "Bob, you got a quarter?" Etc.

THERE IS ANOTHER COLOR THAT THESE NUTS HAVE CREATED FOR THEMSELVES

Oh no, not another color your saying! This is already quite some kind of
fiction or science fiction story your thinking by now.

Well, friends. If ( and it does happen ) a RED SIDE male or female marries a
BLUE SIDE female or male then THEY and THEIR CHILDREN are considered to be
PINK. In other words there is a cross over. Why the hell are they called
PINK now? I don't know! This is their society mess, not mine. Take out a
color chart wheel and combine the colors RED and BLUE; you sure as hell
don't get PINK. They created this; I didn't. I just walked into it and
discovered it. How lucky I am. Yeah, right.

Also I have seen "CLEAN PEOPLE" ( see the definition of CLEAN previously)
get married to THEM. Obviously never knowing that their spouse is one of
these nuts in the Secret Underground Society.

Now this leads us right into are next topic.

DO THE PEOPLE IN THESE DIFFERENT SIDES KNOW ABOUT EACH OTHER - WHO'S WHO?

YEP! At first when I bumped into this secret society I thought that each of
the many different sides of people didn't know who the people were in the
other sides. But I observed and learned really fast. They ALL KNOW what
side(s) their friends, neighbor, doctors, lawyers, politicians, clergy,
dentists, police officers, presidents, supreme court members, etc. are on.

Lets put it this way friends. The Secret Underground Society exists all the
way from the bottom such as hookers to all the way to the top such as the
rich and powerful.

Now if a side doesn't know immediately if somebody three thousand miles
away from them is on their TEAM, they will find out REALLY FAST through
their GRAPE VINE what side that person is on.

DO THESE COCKROACHES EVER RECRUIT CLEAN PEOPLE TO BE ON THEIR SIDE?

During the last 18 years I know of one couple that were recruited by these
insects to be on or rather to join a particulary side. Oh, by the way, these
people were also given the SNOW JOB by the SIDE recruiting them that THEY
WOULD BE HELPED IN LIFE. Needless to say NOTHING ever was given or offered to
these people to help them in their life after they were recruited.

SOME MORE ON HOW THEY ACT INSIDE THE POLITICAL ARENA

It is to be noted here that many of these people in these SIDES are (and do
get pissed off) at their own politicians and presidents that are on their
same side that may be in power. Just like how "NORMAL" or "CLEAN" people
react. So it is not uncommon for people in the BLUE SIDES to vote for
somebody who is in a RED SIDE. Likewise for people who are in a RED SIDE to
vote for somebody who is in a BLUE SIDE.

Now also you will find many of these people on these sides who are so pissed
off at the political choices given to them to vote on that many go over to
vote for the third parties.

You have to understand that the people in the RED and BLUE sides (remember
they are everywhere) CONTROL the MASS MEDIA plus a whole lot of other shit
(how about everything) so that the third parties are always knocked out of
debates, TV coverage, you name it, etc.

We all know the ONLY occurrence where this didn't happen was the last
election where the Independent party had BIG BUCKS to spend to not let it
happen. But what about those other third parties? They never were invited
to participate in any debates; they never got hardly and PRESS coverage, etc.
and etc.

Now friends what we must realize here is that the RED and BLUE SIDES,
especially the BLACK RED and BLACK BLUE SIDE DON'T want any other contender
parties in the United States to exist! A recent previous president even
said this on the TV NEWS one day in the past that two parties have suited the
United States just fine. YEP. RED and BLUE PARTIES.

Friends. What these two sides have been into for so long is called control
of us.

YOUR NOT GOING TO TELL ME THAT THIS SECRET UNDERGROUND SOCIETY IS INFILTRATED
THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE WORLD ARE YOU?

Of course I am. Considering how massive it is in the United States you don't
really think that IT isn't spread throughout the whole world do you. In fact
I can thank a woman back in the time span from 1980-83 who had a big mouth
in telling me so when I was learning about this cesspool the hard way (more
on her in PART 2).

Of course just like in the United States there are people in all the other
countries that would be CLEAN ALSO (God bless them).

IS THERE SOME KIND OF COMMAND STRUCTURE ON WHO GIVES THE ORDERS?

Yes there is. But unfortunately I don't know to much about who the TOP
leaders are only that a bunch of them are in Washington, D.C..
First of all their Generals wear suits/dresses and are at the top of the
POWER STRUCTURE. As they give their orders they filter all the way down
through their cesspool to all the Joe Beer Cans/families to implement.
Naturally since Joe Beer Can doesn`t know RIGHT FROM WRONG (in other words
has its ass located where its brains are suppose to be located) implements
the ORDER. EVIL at its finest! TOTALITARIANISM at its best!

A HILARIOUS AND SICKENING SCENARIO INSIDE THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITIES

It is to be noted that these people in these colorful RED AND BLUE SIDES
are also encamped as having jobs inside the FBI, NSA, CIA, DIA, you name it.

So here we got BLACK BLUES and BLACK REDS working inside the intelligence
agencies along with the BRIGHT BLUES and BRIGHT REDS. Plus people from
those other six BLUE SIDES working inside of these organizations. What is
to be noted here is that there are also CLEAN PEOPLE working in these
organizations to.

These colorful sides just love the CLEAN PEOPLE because they can manipulate
them so nicely since they don't know what the hell is going on.

So what we have here are these colorful girls and guys doing security checks
on COLORFUL PEOPLE and CLEAN PEOPLE for security clearances. I find this
rather hilarious and sickening at the same time. Unfortunately when these
rats are doing there background checks on the CLEAN PEPLE they should have
the balls which they don't have to tell the CLEAN people that "Oh, I forgot
to tell you, I live inside the Secret Underground Society and I'm DIRTY
doing this check on you who is CLEAN".

I think you get the picture on how this works. When they are doing their
background checks they look the other way when it comes to what side
the person is on under going the check. In other words "Can't upset the
Secret Society Nest". So what we have are millions of SECRET SOCIETY NUTS
running around with security clearances.

ONCE YOU ARE BORN INTO ONE OF THESE COLORFUL SIDES ARE YOU STUCK THERE?

Yes and No. These colorful people jump from side to side like jumping beans.
There are people, say, in a certain particular BLUE SIDE that will and do
jump out of it into another or different BLUE SIDE thinking they will be on
a better WINNING TEAM.

Yes once you are inside the Secret Underground Society you are always stuck
there. Nothing is ever NORMAL for you again.

DO ANY OF THESE PEOPLE STUCK IN THE SECRET UNDERGROUND SOCIETY WISH IT NEVER
EXISTED?

Yep. I have run into people who have wished that the Secret Underground
Society never existed because they know that IT IS ALL WRONG TO LIVE THIS
WAY!

But unfortunately they all don't have the BIG BALLS TO TRY AND BUST IT APART.

ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT

Remember that the colorful people inside the BLACK BLUE AND BLACK RED SIDES
are totally EVIL and work together to destroy innocent peoples lives. In fact
when these RED shits need to, they will put on their black and blue hats one
day and then the next day put back on their black and red hats.

Likewise the junk BLACK BLUE SIDE when they have to will put on their red hats
one day and the next day put back on their blue hats again.

This is why an awful lot of people who live inside this Secret Society mess
hate these ass holes with a passion. Because their generals or leaders play
the double dipping game. FOLKS ITS ALL FOR POWER AND MONEY AND CONTROL OF
YOU!

Nobody said that it would be easy in understanding the Secret Underground
Society mess.

DO ANY OF THE COLORFUL PEOPLE ON THE LOWER LEVEL ECHELONS IN THESE BLUE AND
RED SIDES KNOW THAT THEY ARE BEING USED AND CONTROLLED BY UPPER MANAGEMENT?

A lot of them don't know that they are being controlled by the UPPER
MANAGEMENT of the BLACK BLUE AND BLACK RED SIDES! But a lot of them are not
stupid. They have figured it out that even THEY are being used and controlled
and are pissed off just like a CLEAN PERSON would be. Thats why there is a lot
of dissension within these TEAMS.

IS THERE ANY KIND OF SPECIAL LINGO THAT THE COLORFUL PEOPLE INSIDE THESE SIDES
USE?

Yep. I will outline some of THEIR words that they love to use with a
description of what these words mean to these NUTS as used by them inside
THEIR FRAME OF REFERENCE/SOCIETY.

1) CAR - We all know what the "NORMAL" meaning of a car means right. A vehicle
that maybe only holds six people. These colorful maniacs inside
these sides also use it to mean "ALL THE PEOPLE ON THEIR SIDE".

They will say something like this to you, "You can't get out of your
CAR!" As an example, say it came from some shit on the BLACK RED side
of maybe 25 million people (only God knows the true number of people)
in the United States saying this to one of its member's who wants to
leave that particular side and jump to a different side because
he/she may think its a better winning team.

2) MACHINE - What this means when these colorful rats use this word is in
regards to, say, an opposite side of people from them having a
very powerful and slick MACHINE (SIDE OF PEOPLE) who CAN and DO
get the job done whatever that job may be!

An example given in regards to what a particular person on the
BLACK BLUE SIDE would say about another person would be for them
to say about that person that "This machine can read minds, lets
go, we got to report this.".

Yes. These colorful bastards in these sides are obsessed with
psychics and in finding all the members of "The Great White
Brothehood" so that they can destroy them all and if you continue
reading this whole doc you will learn about this too.

For the readers here who don't know what the hell the Great White
Brotherhood is, it is a group of highly evolved mystics or
spiritual people who through many incarnations have evolved
their consciousness in the understanding and manipulation of
Cosmic (spiritual) principles and are living on our planet with
the mission of watching over the Earth to HELP to guide us so
that we don't destroy ourselves and raise ALSO the spiritual
consciousness of the masses.

Now if you at this point so far are choking on the word psychics
and Great White Brotherhood and think that now this doc is more
than really mental bullshit then don't read anymore of this doc
and erase the fucking file and go about your daily business as
usual.

Another example of how say a particular sides machine works
again using the BLACK BLUE SIDE as being the culprits would be
lets say that "You are on the TOP OF THEIR LIST" and they want
to create pain for you so they are going to fix it that your
mortgage lender forecloses on the mortgage thats on your house.
Now lets say that you have your checking account at some other
institution. Now the girl or guy in the bank where you have your
checking account at and who is a member of their machine loses
on purpose your mortgage check that you wrote for say, February.
Also lets say that a microfiche copy was not made. In fact lets
say that no copy of that check ever was made because it was
conveniently lost after it was recorded into the banks computer
database. So the only record you have of paying February's
mortgage payment is lets say, the check number 144 on your
monthly statement that was returned to you showing a payment
of $799.45. So you call the bank an bitch to them about that you
have a missing check and where the hell is it. So the bank tells
you, "Well, you have the amount on your statement with the check
number and we are very sorry but we just don't know what happened
to that check.". So you bitch and groan and live with it. Now
that the machine has screwed you, the guy or girl in the same
machine at the institution where you have your loan at for your
house executes the next part of the machines plan. They have
conveniently deleted in their computer database at the mortgage
institution a couple of months in sequence of payments that you
made for them and of course February's will be one of them. So
you get a statement from the mortgage lender saying we are
going to foreclose on you because you did not make February's,
March's, and April's payments. But you call them and tell them
that you did pay them. Now the mortgage lender demands proof
from you that indeed you did pay them. So you dig out those
old cancelled checks for March and April and now say to yourself,
"Oh shit, I don't have February's". Just my statement and what
is written in my check book. So here you go back to the mortgage
lender, back to the bank, back to the mortgage lender, and etc.
and etc. until you can get it all straightened out, if you ever
can.

This never has happened to me. I am trying to show you what a
machine is according to these colorful sides of rats and how
their machine can work and does work.

3) BLOCK - These rats use this term when say, for example, a particular side,
lets use a BLUE SIDE here, has a member of it who is going to be
clobbered for some reason by the BLACK RED side and the BLUE SIDE
has gotten wind of whats going to happen to a member on their
BLUE SIDE. So what the BLUE SIDE MACHINE does is try to STOP or
BLOCK what is going to happen to somebody on its side so it doesn't
happen to him/her.

4) HOT - This is a very popular term that these colorful cockroaches use
quite frequently. Lets say, that the BLACK BLUE SIDE is going to
do something to somebody ON THE TOP OF THEIR LIST. Now lets say,
that the other colorful sides know about it too and since some of
the people in them are somewhat good they will try and convey that
trouble is coming your way by telling you "ITS HOT". They won't tell
you what the hell the trouble is going to be. They just cleverly
tell you that "ITS HOT". Then when you get clobbered (take the fall)
you certainly say to yourself, "Yes indeed. It sure as all hell was
HOT.".

5) COLD - This is a very popular term that these colorful underground nuts use
too. This term used by them is obviously just the opposite of when
they would tell you that its HOT but rather now thats its COLD. In
other words in referring back to 4) above when the trouble that was
coming your way has been stopped or dissipated, they will tell you
as they mutter under their breath to you that its COLD (there is
no trouble coming your way - at least for the time being ).

6) HIT - This is another very popular term that these colorful underground
sides of society use. Lets say again, that you are on the TOP OF
THE SHIT LIST OF THE BLACK RED AND BLACK BLUE SIDES. Also suppose
you have some kind of business and these cockroaches GET TO THE
PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN GIVING YOU THEIR BUSINESS CONTRACTS! So what
happens is your business and your livelihood from that business
starts to go down the drain because all of a sudden you start
losing those contracts and can't new ones. What happened? You got
HIT by the THEM. Nailed; and you didn't even know it or maybe you
did suspect something strange was going on around you!

7) SHIFT - Say the BLACK BLUE SIDE whose SHIT LIST YOUR ON is going to hit
you in some way (clobber you) to bring pain into your life. Now
say, the pretty good sides of colorful people who have adopted you
and are trying to protect you from getting screwed by the BLACK
BLUE SIDE bust up the hit on you so that you are not clobbered.
So what happens is that evil at its finest does a SHIFT to an
alternative plan to try and screw up your health, life, happiness,
etc.

8) REVERSE - What the epitome of the evil in our country does to us who have
figured out what is happening to our country and the world
thanks to the BLACK BLUE AND BLACK RED SIDES is that they do
whats called a REVERSE and start telling people that WE are a
socialist. Now it has been my experience that when somebody is
called a socialist that the people think also that HE/HER is
also a communist. Patriots and us innocent people who have been
placed ON TOP OF THE SHIT LIST are screwed by THEM by now
having us discredited when NONE of us are socialist or communist.
Another REVERSE that the cockroaches pull is to call us insane.
This is all done by THEM to discredit us in the eyes of people
who they don't want to be believing us by giving them
disinformation.

9) POP - This is another frequent term that especially the BLACK BLUE AND RED
SIDES use when they are presently in the process of trying to make
a person on the TOP OF THEIR HIT LIST to go crazy. In other words
they POP your brains and drive you the unknowing one crazy so that
you end up in a psych hospital. You will see how they do this to you
in PART 2 since this was done to me many times by THEM. This is one
of THEIR FAVORITE tactics to use on you.

10) BREAK - This is another very popular term that these colorful misfits
like to use inside of their hellish kingdom that they have
created. An example of this would be for instance say, that the
BLACK BLUE SIDE has cleverly come up with a plan to make you
lose your eye sight. In other words, go blind since you are on
the TOP OF THEIR LIST. It is to be noted here that this is one of
the most recent blessings that THEY had in store for me; more on
this one later. So what is done once you know that they are
planning to HIT you is to blurt out that information back to them
that you are going to do the SAME THING TO THEM. Now since the
BLACK BLUE SIDE doesn't want one of its team members to go blind,
but remember it was okay for them to try and make you go blind, the
chicken shits end their plan; it comes to an immediately halt. In
other words their plan to CRUCIFY you has been BLOCKED because you
BROKE it. So what you did to THEM is what is called a BREAK. I may
add in order to save your ass from the devils.

11) UP - This is another term that they use very frequently. When somebody
in society uses this term in front of you and says to you, "Whats
up?", the normal person would immediately think that the person
is asking you "Whats going on with you? But these sick'os also
use this term in referring to who is going to be leaving their body
soon and having their soul go up! In other words, who is being
gotten rid of now and is there a "HIT" on! There is a lot of friction
between these colorful groups of sick'os especially between the
more Brighter Blue and Red Groups against the Black Blue and Black
Red Groups. Its the best schizophrenic country of people I have
ever seen. Remember that their children use this term too since the
fucking parents have taught them everything about being
schizophrenic!

12) BOX - This is another wonderful term that this Secret Underground Society
uses quite frequently when various Groups of these people are
IN-FIGHTING EACH OTHER! Here to them a box means a PINE BOX that
you bury in a cemetery. You have to understand here that these
various groups of colorful people control each other by
threatening each other with putting each others people inside of
boxes, if, for example, the opposite side WHO STARTED ALL THE
TROUBLE, say, the BLACK BLUE SIDE for, say, somebody in the Bright
Red Group, then the BRIGHT RED GROUP would make sure to tell the
BLACK BLUE GROUP that were sending you 8 boxes for christmas if you
don't stop doing what you have been planning on doing to one of our
people.

IS'NT IT GREAT TO LIVE INSIDE OF HELL! AND ITS RIGHT ON EARTH!

13) BACK - This is still another term that the Schizophrenic Secret
Underground Society uses quite frequently. This term is used
by THEM in conjunction with the term BOX and HIT. In using still
our example as given under the term BOX, when the fucking BLACK
BLUE SIDE knows that the BRIGHT RED SIDE is going to give them
8 boxes for Christmas then the BLACK BLUE SIDE gives up their
plans of HITTING that one in the BRIGHT RED SIDE. Now that person
in the BRIGHT RED SIDE that was going to get clobbered is said
to be BACK. In other words, is still alive, since the HIT has been
BROKEN.

To bad these evil fuckers inside our society have NEVER READ THE
BIBLE.

14) There are other TERMS that they use but this should clue you in to how
these damn THINGS THINK.

WHAT ARE CROSS CURRENTS?

When I was back in New York State in the 1980's trying to figure out all this
shit I said to a fellow that you have cross currents in here! He said to me
"What do you mean?". I told him that information that is suppose to be for
only one particular side flows into somebodies house and then all of a sudden
that same important information flows out of that same house into several
other directions, not contained for that particular side anymore. "Oh, he
said, you mean HOT SPOTS"! Yeah, no shit.

So what we are trying to convey to you here is that hardly any information is
contained because a lot of these colorful people in these sides are double
dippers as mentioned earlier. In other words they play more than just their
side. They give the same information to some of the other sides too. How
Holy! So before you know it, everybody has that particular bit of information.
Remember its only a phone call away.

WELL-WHATS NEXT?

If you have survived in reading this doc to this point you should be given
a medal for many will never have made it to this point.

I always thought that it is to bad that a movie hasn't been made about these
Secret Underground Society bastards but then again it would be a miracle if
one could find a CLEAN movie producer in this movie business who would even
want to make such a film. Do you think that THEY would want to make a movie
about theselves. They could turn it into a science fiction or fiction movie.
Or maybe even better a horror movie since that is what all this is really
about. So if any of you readers know of anybody who can produce a movie or
even would want to produce a movie about where really HELL is located and WHO
LIVES IN IT AND WHAT THEY DO feel free to go for it and make millions.

I am only concerned about exposing the Secret Underground Society for what it
is and the hell it brings to innocent people. LIFE SHOULD NOT BE THIS WAY!

SOME IMPORTANT POINTS TO REMEMBER ABOUT THEIR EVILNESS

It must be remembered that this Secret Underground Society of people is the
BASIC BUILDING BLOCK from which ALL OTHER SECRET NETWORKS OF PEOPLE THAT EXIST
GET THEIR PEOPLE FROM.

Such as the New World Order Network, for example.

Also it must be remembered that the epitome of the satanical evil that is
putting a lot of us on the TOP OF THEIR LIST, has plans for the complete
future control of humans, you name it, is a DIRECT RESULT COMING FROM THE
BLACK BLUE AND RED SIDES OF PEOPLE.

Also remember that the following techniques they use to shut you up are:

1) Put you in a pine box if they can figure out how to do it or
2) Drive you crazy and further try to get you committed into a mental
institution with no way out of it or
3) Try to get you arrested and put into prison to shut you up and to let you
rot so that you can be put out of commission for life.
4) Destroy your ability to produce income to keep you alive and your family
alive if you should have a spouse and children.
5) Put your children on their list because your children are a part of
you and if they can inflict harm upon your children then they have
terrorized you even further.
6) Figure out how to destroy your eye sight, ability to walk, etc.

I will cover 2-6 as I get even deeper into this doc. I especially enjoyed an
EX-FBI AGENT dropping a stack of papers he was carrying on the floor at the
bottom of my feet telling me as he looked at me that "The FBI always gets its
man.". More on this later in PART 2.

Apparently they haven't figured out how to accomplish 1 yet during the last 18
years but they have tried and I will cover that too as I get deeper into this
doc telling you what they have tried to pull on me. I especially enjoyed the
spider the size of a half dollar crawling around inside my toilet. More on
this later too in PART 1 here.

REMEMBER THAT TO SURVIVE FROM BEING PUT ON THE TOP OF THEIR LIST TO BE
CRUCIFIED YOU MUST HAVE BIG BALLS TO STOP THEM.

Also it is important to remember that THEY are relentless in figuring out ways
to attack you. They keep on coming at you and keep on coming at you and keep
on coming at you for ever. Right up until when you die if it should be a
natural death. Then after you are dead they continue to put new people ON
THE TOP OF THEIR LIST. Forever and ever.

NOW WE ARE GOING TO TALK ABOUT BUGS-THE HUMAN KIND

Now we all know about electronic bugs that have transmitters inside them
that are placed in homes to listen to your conversations and this will be
covered in the next topic extensively but right now we are going to talk
about biological bugs that listen to you!

When you are placed by the tyrants on the TOP OF THEIR LIST everybody inside
this Secret Underground Society knows EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. THEY ALL MAKE SURE
OF THAT FAST. The present day telephone is a great tool for THEM to use
obviously.

They all know what you look like, what kind of car you drive, what your
husband looks like if you are married, what your children look like if you
should have children, everything. The only thing they don't know anything
about is what is inside your mind - what you are thinking - if THEY could
access your private thoughts they would do that to you too.

Now remember this kind of scenario. You go with your spouse (who is also
CLEAN we assume) to a restaurant for some food or maybe just a cup of coffee.
Now bam. When your walking through the restaurant to be seated those
colorful Secret Underground Society people already sitting down see you
coming. So you are having coffee and ALL OF YOUR CONVERSATION IS BEING
RECORDED IN THE MIND OF THEM WHO ARE SITTING IN THE BOOTH BEHIND YOU OR IN
FRONT OF YOU. In other words you think you are having a private conversation
about your present lawsuit, say for example, against some ass holes who have
done something to you but in actuality you are also telling those BASTARDS
SITTING NEXT TO YOU your plans which you think are private. So now when those
numerous colorful people who were sitting next to you leave to go what do you
think happens? Thats right. Immediate phone calls to their other colorful
Secret Underground Society buddies so now everybody knows what you were
talking about; your plans about that lawsuit say, for example.

So each one of these colorful Secret Underground Society members is a
biological bug reporting all information back to their other buddies about
what you are thinking and talking about. Its important to be able to
comprehend how many of these cockroaches there are. Its BIG TIME FOR THEM.
MEGA MILLIONS OF THEM.

Lets put it this way. I don't know this for a fact now but from what I know
about these cockroaches, I will say, that there are more of them than there
are of CLEAN PEOPLE.

The way things are going is that some day these insects will choke us all to
death because there won't be hardly any CLEAN PEOPLE LEFT AND BEING BORN.

NOW WE ARE GOING TO TALK ABOUT ELECTRONIC BUGS THAT LISTEN TO YOU

If you consider yourself to be a Patriot or just some common citizen and you
have been noticing that strange things have been happening to you because of
the actions of other people as talked about so far in Part 1 of this doc and
later in Part 2, consider all your phones to be tapped and your house to be
buged by THEM.

This should be in Part 2 but I will state here that as I type this on my
computer on my kitchen table sitting in my living room and kitchen since I
live in a small one bedroom apartment, I am sitting right ON TOP OF ONE OF
THEIR BUGS. I know this for a fact. Also ten feet from me is another computer
I have that is also sitting right on top of the same bug. Also I know for a
fact that both of my phone lines in this apartment are tapped.

Now let me say, that these Secret Underground Society people MAKE A LOT OF
MISTAKES! For example, just recently in this apartment complex that I live in
the outdoors of it was painted. Now these painters were one very early
morning outside my bedroom window painting the outside wall and woke me
up with their painting and talking. So as I laid in bed wide awake as they
the two of them talked about me to each other here is what they said as best
as I can remember it. "He knows everything. They haven't learned anything.
If they could bug his mind they would put one in there too." Now remember
that these nuts know "EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU" and they knew the wall that
they were painting was my outside apartment wall. You see. These nuts
make all sorts of mistakes in giving you a million clues, I should say FACTS,
about what they are doing to you. So in other words these two painters had
big mouths and were stupid to be talking outside my bedroom window. But how
LUCKY FOR ME. They just repeated to themselves what I ALREAD KNEW.

Think of these bugs that they illegally plant inside your house as acting
in BEING A FEEDBACK CONTROL LOOP. So in other words these BLACK BLUES AND
BLACK REDS hear everthing you are talking about and then ACT UPON IT TO
SCREW YOU UP EVEN FURTHER! Remember you are on the TOP OF THEIR LIST so that
means they have a right to do that to you-right! No. Its wrong, not right
and they have fucked any of your constitutional rights that you may have left
which sure as hell aren't many.

So REMEMBER THAT FREEDOM IS AN ILLUSION! Also they KNOW ALL THE LEGAL TRICKS
TO TAKE AWAY YOUR CONSTITUTIONAL FREEDOM, since THEY wrote all the laws to
begin with.

Now it must be remembered that when they bug your house they put the bug on
your furniture. The kitchen table and the head board for the bed are favorite
spots for them to use. Now when you, say, sell your house or move out of your
apartment and move all the furniture you have, you just simply move the bug
along with everything else and you don't even know it. So now you set up all
your furniture in your new house and bingo, you have the same old bug set back
up and still there. How nice and convenient. Just keep on carrying those bugs
with you wherever you go. Makes it really easy for THEM.

Now here is some other useful information to know about. I called a couple
of agencies in the yellow pages of the phone book asking them if they can
locate bugs and can detect phone taps. One of the first things all these
guys asked me was "Where are you calling from? Are you calling from your
house?". Naturally I told them "Yes, I am calling from my apartment.". They
obviously said thats a no-no. In other words, if I got a bug here then THEY
know I am calling people to FIND IT. But IT DOESN'T MATTER IF I CALLED FROM
MY APARTMENT. WHY? Because if I had called from a phone booth one of these
guys that has the equipment to bust bugs and phone taps, EVEYBODY IN TOWN
WOULD BE TOLD IT BY HIM STILL. So I would still end up the loser. In fact
I heard from the grape vine of THEIR BIG MOUTHS that they said that "They
are going to find them all and bring them to the police telling them that
somebody is bugging him." and then I heard them say that "They are going to
turn the bug off when the guy is there and when he leaves turn it back on.".

So that is how THESE schizophrenics work. Evilness at its finest walking
around the streets not on any medication. About 175 million of them would
have to be on psychotic medication to try and control their schizophrenic
behavior patterns. So what happens, they "POP" my brains in making me
schizophrenic which I will reveal how that was nicely and very cleverly
done in Part 2.

ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT ALERT

Now if you are on any kind of computer system and you know or suspect you
are ON THE TOP OF THEIR TYRANNICAL SHIT LIST be fore warned that your
electronic mail is being read and that any posted messages you leave for other
people is being buffer captured and read by THEM TOO (especially if you are
into the psychic field giving psychic knowledge to other people to try and
help them - remember that THEY ARE ALSO OBSESSED with obtaining (stealing)
psychic info from people as you will find out in Part 2).

Also you should know that the computer systems record in a file all your key
strokes when you are connected to them. So THEY can look at that file when you
last logged on say, for example, and see mostly everything that you were
doing.

Even private computer bulletin board systems maintain a log file on what you
were doing when on their BBS. I use to run two BBS's and I had this kind
of capability to log the entries of what the users were doing.

They are obsessed with watching people. Very Holy. It is as if the devil
possessed THEM to do this.

PART 2

Now here in Part 2 I am going to talk about what has been done to me during
the last 18 years by the Secret Underground Society Network. You will see
how THEY operate and the kind of EVIL that is inherent inside their souls
as is reflected in their actions to HARM innocent people.

Now I will state right off the bat here in part 2 that I am not going to use
any real names of people. Because these Secret Underground Society shits
will be reading this doc too. Since I don't have millions of dollars to hire
an attorney to save my ass from some Secret Underground Society nut that
may take me to court for using his or her name here just so that they can
inflict more HARM and to make me be forced to go BANKRUPT, no real names
are going to be used here. In other words the one hundred and twenty dollars
in my savings account isn't going to save my ass from them.

So lets begin. I have a carton of cigarettes here and I am ready to start.

Back in the 1960's when I was a young man in my 20's I got a job as a
mathematician with the US Government, Department of The Army, as a civilian
employee. I was living in the Quad Cities, two towns on the Iowa side with
two towns on the Illinois side, with the Mississippi river running between
them.

As I had just started work and had sent out a ton of resumes to all sorts of
employers, I got a letter from NSA (National Security Agency) for me to call
them about a job opportunity. So when I was at work I called them from a pay
phone. I will always remember the guy on the phone telling me that "We know
everything about you.". Didn't really dawn on me what this really meant
since I was rather naive and I told the guy that I already got a job and
that was that. So much for this little bit of history.

Now when I was still working here in the Quad Cities as a civilian employee
I remember that one day I called my parents back in New York State and my
mother, I think it was her, told me that the CIA (Central Intellegence
Agency) called asking them where I was living now. My mother said that my
father told them where I was living which was obviously in the Quad Cities
since that is where I was now.

Also I remember getting a letter from the CIA when I was still working back
in the Quad Cities telling me that they would like to interview me up in
Iowa City which was about 55 miles from me. Remember that I had sent out a
hell of a lot of resumes to people looking for a job prior to when I took
the job with the Department of the Army. So apparently the CIA did locate
me thanks to mom and dad as if the fuck THEY didn't already know where the
hell I was. So I wrote a letter back to the CIA up in Iowa City telling them
that I already got a job and maybe sometime in the future I will be
interested again in working for them. I was a very good naive shit in my late
20's wasn't I! CLEAN (see Part 1 for the definition of CLEAN) as a whistle
too.

Now while I was living in the Quad Cities I was running around with a woman
which I met and eventually married. She shared an apartment with another
woman and I had my apartment. But I remember an interesting thing that
happened. One day when I came home from work and got my mail, I noticed that
one piece of my mail was addressed to a Mr. & Mrs. Robert Desko. Hmmm. I
knew somebody was screwing around with me since I usually never got any
mail on a daily basis and had not known the woman very long. I can remember
today what I thought back then that "The CIA is watching me.". To bad that
I didn't know then what I know now that instead it was the Secret Underground
Society!

So I got married while living in the Quad Cities and had a daughter. After
living here maybe for 5-6 years I took a job promotion in civil service grade
and we all packed up our bags and headed out for Lawton, Oklahoma. While
living in Oklahoma, I was now an Operations Research Analyst still working
for the Department of the Army.

Now I have to digress here a little and talk about something very important
because it comes into play later many times in this doc.

I joined a mystical organization when I was 19 years old. So now for
approximately 11 years, I had been a member of this organization since I was
very interested in psychic phenomenon and realized when I was 18 years old
that the answers were within me and not external from me. During these 11
years, I had my full of psychic visions and in fact was keeping a note book
full of the descriptions of all of the psychic experiences I had.

Now one night when my wife and I were asleep, bam I had another vision. Here
is what happened.

I felt myself as a spirit undergoing astral projection moving upwards towards
white light with somebody taking me towards it. I heard this person tell me
"Don't look behind you, don't look to the left or right, just look in front
of you.".

The vision only lasted a very short time and bam back to sleep I went. Now the
next day I wrote a letter to the organization I belonged to about this
experience and told them the following:

I told them that "I felt that I had just joined the Great White Brotherhood.".

Stupid, stupid, stupid, me. For all I know I had mental bullshit flowing
through my brains in its meaning to me in my interpretation of the vision.

For the readers here who don't know what the hell the Great White Brotherhood
is I will repeat the definition as was given in Part 1, it is a group of
highly evolved mystics or spiritual people who through many incarnations
have evolved their consciousness in the understanding and manipulation of
Cosmic (spiritual) principles and are living on our planet with the mission of
watching over the Earth to HELP to guide us so that we don't destroy ourselves
and raise ALSO the spiritual consciousness of the masses.

Little did I know at this time when I sent my letter off to the organization
telling them what I had thought about the psychic vision that the Secret
Underground Society living inside that organization was reading too what
I had written and passed the info on to everybody else inside the Secret
Underground World Society.

So you see these nuts in the Secret Underground World Society at this time
thought they had CAUGHT ONE - A MEMBER OF THE GREAT WHITE BROTHERHOOD.

I didn't know what was going on at this time. It took be many years later to
discover this thanks to all the big mouths in the Secret Underground Society.

These fuckers are obsessed with the psychic realm as you will see later in
this doc.

Actually I equate the Secret Underground Society to the New World Order
Network and also to the Anti-Christ Network. They are all interrelated. But
I digress enough now.

If this seems unbelievable to you, sorry it does, but I don't apologize for it
because this is how IT IS.

We left Oklahoma shortly after living there for about a year and I took a
lateral transfer still as an Operations Research Analyst to another Department
of Army base located outside of Tucson, Arizona. We lived in Tucson and I
commuted by bus to work.

We bought a house in Tucson and after maybe a year to a year and a half I was
undergoing divorce proceedings now. At this time I got a grade promotion and
was a Mathematical Statistician. I think the time frame here is about 1976.

NOW THIS IS THE START OF WHEN ALL HELL WAS CREATED FOR ME

So now I am 32 years old.

The house was up for sale through a real estate agency which had a lock box
on the front door so any other real estate agencies could bring people over
to show them the house. I was the only one living in the house at this time.

Now at this time I decided to apply to the CIA, Central Intelligence Agency,
for a job. So I sent off my resume to them WITH MY RETURN ADDRESS ON THE
ENVELOPE. Now this was a bad mistake on my part putting my return address on
the envelope which I know now after the fact since all the shits in the
Secret Underground Society saw my name and address on that letter sent to
the CIA. Obviously at this time I did not know that there was such a thing
as a Secret Underground Society.

So I got back from the CIA a letter telling me the time, date, and place of
my interview as best as I can remember it now.

Okay, fine. I think the appointment was at some ungodly hour like 8:00 am
which was held at the Ramada Inn here in Tucson. So I go up to the front
desk and ask them to ring so and so and tell him I am here for my appointment.
I sit down and wait. The guy comes out introduces himself and takes me out to
sit under an umbrella by the pool. Yep, we are sitting by the pool.

So he is now giving me his interview speel and now I notice this middle age
guy come walking down the sidewalk from the rooms towards us across from the
opposite side of the pool area. Okay. No problem yet. So I am trying to pay
attention to this CIA guy and answer his questions and am glancing back
towards that guy. Now I see him looking at us and see that he sits down in
a chair opposite us across the pool area with his back to us. I am not
stupid immediately sensing that something is up here. So the interview
continues and the guy is giving me a huge packet of application papers to
take home to fill out and tells me NOT TO PUT MY RETURN ADDRESS ON THE
ENVELOPE WHEN I MAIL THEM BACK IN TO THEM. The other guy is still sitting
in his chair but now I notice he gets up out of his chair and is walking
around the pool area coming towards us. He is walking slowly and eyeing us
real good as he is coming around the pool towards us. Now the CIA guy I am
with suddenly sees this other guy who is now on the path in front of us
and instantly up goes his left hand to his face trying to hid his face from
this guy walking by us. I got a good look at the guy and the guy got a good
look at me too. Then this guy continues walking by us and then disappears
from the pool area. Right now in seeing all this shit coming down, I knew
that I had been fucked. I said to myself inside my mind that "Shit, there is
an espionage network working inside the United States.". At this time I had
no idea on how big it was and many years later discovered it was the Secret
Underground Society at work here. Now the interview comes to an end and I
went home.

Now we come to the next step in all of this history. Besides in filling out
the application which I did and sent in, I had to take a written test at
the local university here. So I had to show up at 8:00 am for the test. I got
to the building in plenty of time and in fact was the first one there. So I
was walking around the building killing time. I noticed a very interesting
thing going on. There was a guy with a camera taking pictures of a girl who
was posing for different shots right by the building. It looked like she was
modeling for him-yeah right. I immediately thought to myself that this was
fishy as hell and was this a setup by people who knew that a bunch of
people were about to take a CIA written test inside this building and wanted
photos of them as they walked up to the building and into it. Needless to
say I made sure I wasn't in the line of their picture taking. I remember one
part of the test had to do with "What do you want to be" - something like
this. For example, "Would you want to be a Florist? Would you want to be a
Soldier? Would you want to be a Rock Star?" etc, etc, etc. So now the written
test comes to an end and I go home.

Right here at this point before I forget I will say that in the late 1980's I
ran into an EX-CIA person which I told this story to about what happened to
me and what had been done to me. This person told me that the CIA would never
have interviewed me since I was in the process of getting a divorce and that
they would have known that I was getting a divorce. So what the hell does this
mean right now. What it means is that I was set up to get screwed and nailed
by the Secret Underground Society right from the very start!

Lets continue this doc and see further how this screw happened.

So now life goes on for me. I remember after all this testing is done that I
took a plane trip back home to New York State since it was my vacation time.
I learned an interesting thing while I was at the Tucson airport. This guy
in going through the detector machines is having the machine buzzer go off.
The security guard which was a woman asks this guy "Do you have a security
card on you?" implying that this would set off the buzzer. The guy says
"What? No." Interesting little bit of factoid information.

We land in Chicago and I am walking through the terminal to catch my next
flight out to New York (back home) and as I am walking through the damn
terminal I hear coming over the airport speakers a PAGE for somebody who
has the EXACT LAST MAIDEN NAME OF MY MOTHER whose parents were from the old
country LITHUANIA. This stopped me in my tracks. Nobody else in the United
States has the screwing last maiden name of my mother. So what the hell was
going on here you say? I was getting fucked by the Secret Underground
Society by them screwing with my brains. Cleaver rats they are. You have to
understand that these underground rats are everywhere. So I catch my flight
and arrive in New York State.

Now when I arrive at my parents house in New York State I noticed something
rather strange with my suitcases. When I opened them up the insides where
a fucking mess. I remember telling my father that somebody had been
searching through my suitcases. Naturally he says no. Now prior to this trip
I had flown many times and never had suitcases of clothes all screwed up
inside.

So the vacation back in New York State comes to an end and I am flying back
to Arizona. I land in Chicago to change planes. I walk on board the plane and
find my seat which was a aisle seat and sit down. Instantly I see this guy
get up out of his seat way in front of me staring at me. Instantly I am
thinking to myself that this guy looks like the guy I saw walking around
the pool when I had my CIA interview. So I stare back and then start
preoccupiny myself with something thinking about this shit guy and what the
hell is going on.

Now before I forget, when I had to put the house up for sale because of the
divorce I got a realty agency to handle it. I still remember to this day that
when I was showing the realtor the house, especially the master bedroom, he
stared quite long at a dirty spot on one wall. I remember thinking to myself
that this guy must think that there is something inside the wall. Yeah. Like
a listening device. Okay, so in a couple of days, this realtor drives up to
the house again because he said he was bringing one of his realty helpers
with him to look over the house again. So I walk to the front door standing
there inside the house waiting for them to ring the door bell, when I hear
through the door the first guy who came to the house the first time say to the
other guy "Let me do the talking...". So I let them in and sure enough the
first guy is keeping me preoccupied downstars talking to me as he tells me
that the other guy wants to look over the house. Well, folks. I firmly believe
from my intuition that the other guy who headed up to the master bedroom,
first of all, had a bug detector in his pocket and was checking the wall where
that dirty spot was that looked like it was plasted over a little bit.
Naturally being the talkative soul that I am, after the second guy got done
looking over the house and we were all bull shiting, I told them that I had
applied for a job with the CIA. The second guy's mouth contorts when I tell
them this. Naturally they already knew this the two of them considering what I
now know at this present time in 1994. So they left and life went on.

So in the following weeks life went on. Now what happens is that one day when
I came home to an empty house up for sale because of the divorce going on,
I notice that my stereo receiver has its station changed from where I had
it placed. Also I notice that the thermostat setting had been changed
slightly too. So now naturally I am beginning to go bonkers because of all
this shit happening to me. It is to be noted here that the house had a lock
box on the door for the realtors to bring people over to show them the
house. So obviously from what I know now about this damn Secret Underground
Society 18 years later what they did was have a realtor come over to the
house with a family or whatever (a setup naturally) so they could enter the
empty house since I was 75 miles at work and screw around with the stereo
and thermostat. These people are not even people who do this shit to
innocent peoiple. They are evil and have the devil inside them. They are
experts in breaking minds (terrorists is what they are). They are really
good about it. They have been doing it to many other people too for a very
long time.

Now stop and think about it. What was I going to do? Call the cops up and
tell them that somebody is coming into my house changing my thermostat
setting and changing my stereo station on me! The cops immediately would
think that I was nuts and needed psychiatric help. Plus many, many cops are
also inside the Secret Underground Society and already would have known
what was going on and would be playing the BIG GAME of a feedback loop.
The feedback loop being the cops knowing all about the shit happening to
me but NEVER BUSTING THE SECRET UNDERGROUND SOCIETY apart in telling me
that "Yeah, sure looks like somebody is out to get you!". Instead they would
have helped the terrorists endeavor by telling me "Looks like you need to see
a shrink." So it is easy to see here that there was NO WHERE TO TURN TO FOR
HELP. It would have been useless. Your on your own folks because none of them
is going to break their own Secret Underground Society apart in shreds to
save you from HARM.

So what happens to me shortly after all this shit is going down, my brains
crack and I end up one night driving to an emergency room at a local hospital
and from there being transferred to a mental institution in town.

Now I am in the mental institution. Immediately two doctors are interviewing
me to diagnose my case. I remembering telling either one of the doctors or
maybe both of them about the thermostat and stereo stations being changed
on me. Well, it so happened that one of the doctors told me that somebody
is screwing around with me and it was left at that. My father took a plane
from New York State to be with me and to try and help me. In fact, to show
how fucked up psychiatrists are I was in this shrink hospital for 30
days and never knew what the hell kind of medicine they were giving me. In
fact I didn't even know what the hell the names of the medicine where. In
fact nobody in this hospital after the doctor interviews were completed ever
asked me to explain to them what caused me to crack and end up in the
shrink hospital. How nice. They all knew. Remember the Secret Underground
Society protects its own ass at YOUR EXPENSE! So my father and I left Tucson
for New York State when they checked me out of the hospital. My father
drove my car and I slept all day in it all doped up on their fucking medicine.
I was on medical leave now from work. Now when we got home in New York State
it turned out the medicine I was on was Haldol and the side effect pill
was Artane, I believe. How nice the asshole doctors were which never
explained to me WHAT THE SIDE EFFECTS WHERE IN TAKING HALDO. BUT I LEARNED
FAST.

Now we are back home at the parents house in New York State. If my memory
serves me right, my folks started taking me to see a psychiatrist immediately.
This guy was a total jerk. He didn't last long. So now my folks found out
about some sort of program where people went to as out patients to undergo
group therapy, receive medication, etc. This, I think due to my poor memory
now, only lasted a couple of months since I wanted to go back to my job and
live in Tucson again. I was on medical leave from work. Now if I remember
correctly, at this time the idiots at this place put me on PROLIXIN, never
having talked to me about what was bothering me and never even asking me what
the hell caused my nervous breakdown. Yeah, right. Nervous breakdown. Now
these were PROLIXIN shots which lasted for 30 days, if I remember correctly.
Every 30 days you would be given another shot. Now Prolixin is the next step
up in potency from Haldol. What these two drugs do to people is to destroy
all your motivation. In fact, you sleep most of the day and can do just about
nothing in your life that would be constructive.

Okay, so now after a couple of months of this shit at this place, my father
again drives me back to Tucson so I can go back to my job and get off medical
leave. So now back in Tucson, I make another mistake and go back to the same
jerk doctor at the same mental institution where I was before for treatment.
Now this time this doctor is following up with giving me the Prolixin shots
which turned me into a zombi. This shit never tried to put me on a different
medication that would have been LESS POTENT so that I could function as a
human being. This went on for maybe a month or two and I ended up getting
reviewed by an ARMY DOCTOR as a civilian and then immediately was kicked
out by being placed on permanent disability. So now my father flies back
down to Tucson and again drives me back home to New York State with a Prolixin
shot into me.

So now we are back in New York State. I think the time frame is somewhere in
1978. So here the cycle starts again. I go back to that out patient type of
clinic which I may add here was a rather pathetic place to spend most of the
day at for five days out of the week. After about a year of this shit going
there and still getting shots of Prolixin in the ass, my parents get a
recommendation from a case worker that worked there about seeing a private
psychiatrist which he named. So we did. Little to my downfall did I not know
at this time that this fucker was a Black Blue. I learned it the hard way
later during treatment with him. He was a cleaver rat. So in seeing this guy
for the first time he takes me off of Prolixin and puts me on a much less
potent medication called Mellaril which enabled me to function a lot more
in the way of a human being and not a zombie. This was the only good thing
that this jerk did for me. Just about the only good thing. So now I saw this
doctor for maybe about a year or maybe a little less than a year in his
private practice. So sometime in the second half of 1979 this doctor tells
me that there is nothing more that he can do for me and that he is going to
give me a clean bill of health so that I can find a brand new job by
diagnosing my case as a schizophrenic episode. Again I have to add here that
this was another doctor who never asked me what had happened to me to have
a nervous breakdown! If I volunteered the information do you think that they
would have believed me? They would have covered it up by simply telling me
that, that is how schizophrenics think. So now I have a letter of a clean bill
of health and am trying to find a job somewhere inside the fucking United
States of America whose citizens enjoy cracking the brains of innocent souls
because they are not like them - simply put evil. At this point in time I
still did not comprehend yet that our society was composed up of a Secret
Underground Society and just how god damn bad it really was! Also now at this
point of time my divorce was finalized.

Okay. So now I get a brand new job with a company in St. Louis, Missouri as a
senior engineer in the early part of 1980. I have to admit that this company
treated me good. I had an apartment and the first couple of months went by
pretty good-no strange problems. Now all of a sudden when I come home directly
from work I started noticing that my thermostat setting was being altered and
also my TV station which I had left on from the previous night was being
switched to a different TV station. Bingo-somebody is doing this shit to me
again! So I am trying to mentally figure out who the fuck is doing this.
Needless to say that this is starting to put stress on your mind. This is
going on now for quite a while. Now here comes the best part. I decide to go
to the movies one night. I come home after the movie and walk into my
apartment and bingo all the god damn lights have been turned on. My apartment
has been entered by someone. I check out the apartment and find out that
in my closet in the bedroom a large box of personal papers has been emptied
with all the individual folders containg my personal papers kept over many
years laying on the floor spread out. Get a load of this one too. The evil
that did this to me also made sure to take a raw hot dog out of the
refrigerater. Yes, you do know what kind of fucking food is left in your
refrigerator and how much of it is left! So now I call the cops and two police
officers come over to my apartment to take the report. Now when I was asking
these cops to come to the closet to see all the papers laying on the ground
the fucking cops refused to go back there to look in the closet. I
didn't understand why they didn't want to go back there to check it out. So
they took my report and left after a short time telling me nothing. So the
next day getting god damn tired of getting screwed by people doing this to me
I went to the Security Office at work and talked to somebody in charge telling
them about the thermostat getting changed, the TV station getting changed,
and somebody walking into my apartment last night screwing around by turning
on all the lights and going through a box of papers. Also I told the security
officer that I had this kind of trouble when I lived in Tucson, Arizona back
around in 1976 and had a nervous breakdown from it. So the security officer
took all my info that I had told him and started an investigation. Now it
should be remembered that right along side my apartment door there was a exit
door. So they could have been coming through that exit door to do this shit
to me or the fucking Secret Underground Society which I know now exists could
have had one of them living right next door to me in his/her apartment coming
into my apartment to try and screw up my brains again by cracking them.
REMEMBER that these evil black souls can get access to anything that they
want. Including keys to your house or apartment and even your office.

Now I also remember that I reported this apartment entry to the god damn
office managers at the apartment complex. They told me that they have a St.
Louis detective living at the apartment complex and they sent him over to
my apartment to talk to me. Guess what this asshole tells me. He says to me
"What are you hiding?" I told the nut case that I am not hiding nothing then
this fruit cake leaves. Now I also reported all this to my bosses at work and
soon after I did this the company sent me over to a local hospital into the
psych ward under the care of a psychiatrist. Here I am again put into a
fucking psych ward because I am telling people the fucking truth about how I
am getting screwed over by somebody or some thing that exists inside the god
damn United States of America. I STILL HADN'T FIGURED IT OUT. BUT I WAS
LEARNING MORE AND MORE ABOUT THE EVIL WITHIN THIS COUNTRY.

Now it is to be noted here that this psychiatrist was one of those nut cases
that treated people with Mega-Vitamins along with psychotic medicine. I
was put through all sorts of god damn tests and was told that all these
vitamins levels in my body where low. In others words it was all bull shit.
Years later in the 1980's I learned that Mega-Vitamins can harm and destroy
organs in your body. How interesting it was I was never told that hugh doses
of Mega-Vitamins can destroy your organs. I think I had prescriptions for
about 7-10 different Mega-Viamins. I bought these damn things and lucky for me
I never took any of this shit to have it destroy my organs. They just sat in
my medicine cabinet.

Now the doctor also had the hospital give me a medical test to see if I
had hyperglycemia. I always get these two terms confused. Hyperglycemia and
hypoglycemia. So the doctor says after looking at the test results to stay
off of sugar-drink diet soda, etc, etc. He says that having hyperglycemia can
contribute to you being psychotic. I apologize here if I am not using the
correct medical term. It has been a long time. Well. Guess what. Many years
later when other psychiatrists looked at these medical test results they
told me that I am not hyperglycemic. The results were read wrong. Yes, no
shit. The only thing that sugar to this day does to me when I drink gallons of
soda is put 50 pounds of fat onto me.

Now also what was very interesting and when I was out of the hospital and back
to work, one day I came home from work and I was for some reason just reading
through the front of the St. Louis phone book for the hell of it. I came across
a paragraph in the phone book about if you hear on your phone some kind of
noise or clicking or something to that nature that your phone was under some
kind of surveillance for your protection or for some kind of shit reason. I
don't really remember to much now what it said but I do remember that I found
this rather strange being written in a phone book since I never saw anything
like this written in any other phone book that I had ever had. But lucky me
that I did come across this info because on my phone line I had all sorts of
clicking and hearing shit going on with it which did make me think that I was
wire tapped. One day which I still remember to this day is the fact that I
called my father and right after he picks up his phone in New York State and
we start talking I hear this damn clicking on it and I told him "You know
these stupid assholes have me bugged when I am the victim of shit happening
to me and even after I reported all this to the Security Office at work."
What the fuck did the agency investigating this case think - that I was
making all this up and had to wire tap me. Hell. Oh and by the way the
Security Office at work never did inform me what ever did come out of the
investigation. In otherwords it all got blown away in the wind and ignored.
Of course its going to get ignored and for a very well fucking good reason.
The Secret Underground Society protecting itself from exposure.

Now during this time frame another interesting shit thing happened to me. One
day I got the urge to check the threads on my tires on my car. I discovered
that one tire was slashed RIGHT INSIDE THE GROOVES. That was an excellent
place for the Black Insects to place the cuts. Inside the grooves. A location
that you would never think of looking at. Would you. So after finding this out
I drove over to the mall and got a new tire. They prorated the cut tire which
helped a little. Nice try. They hoped I would have had a blow out and kill
myself. To bad. They lost again.

Now we are going to get into the psychic realm here again during my stay in
St. Louis, MO.. I lasted only about three years in St. Louis before I left to
go back home again. I left St. Louis sometime in the middle of 1983. But
when I was here in St. Louis I was in and out of the psych ward at a local
hospital 9 times. Yes, 9 times in 3 years. Now again the fucking
doctor never did ask me what the hell brought me there in the hospital and
what had happened during the many previous years to have me see psychiatrists.
Now get a load of this. When I was in the psych ward one time this doctor as
he is leaving my presence in walking away from me mutters under his breath to
me if I can see into the future as he rounds a corner walking into another
room. Yes, this was said to me, no shit.

Next revelation. I run into this woman who is married in St. Louis and when I
am in the presence of this woman she blurts out of her mouth in front of my
face " The whole world knows about you. I think your the only one of your
kind.". Thanks for the info you gave me jerk I say to myself now because when
she blurted that out it was in reference to her telling me that WE and the
whole fucking world know that you are a member of the Great White Brotherhood.
Remember that earlier in this doc I had said that I wrote a letter back in the
1970's to a mystical organization which I belonged to telling them about a
psychic vision I had one night and whereby I had thought that I had been
initiated into the Great White Brotherhood. Also do you remember that earlier
in this doc that I said that my brains in my interpretation of this psychic
vision for sure screwed up my interpretation of it. So obviously when all this
blurted out of this woman's mouth, now I know just what the fuck is happening
and just how bad this god damn underground is that exists in the United States
of America and throughout the whole world. Another part of the PUZZLE was
given to me by this woman.

Next revelation. Since when I was in St. Louis during this time frame I was
still a member of this mystical organization and was attending one of our
meetings one night. There was a woman member who had apparently only been a
member for maybe about 1 year who came up to me and sat down along side of
me and started to chit chat a little bit. I never did like her and felt uneasy
about her being next to me. Well, it was for good cause. All of a sudden I
hear her psychic voice inside of my mind and immediately shut my eyes and hear
this fucking woman ask me psychically "What is the meaning of the triangle? My
higher psychic self tells her as my eyes are closed that "I don't know!".
Then she stopped psychically probing me and I opened up my eyes and got up and
left her presence. AGAIN THE GOD DAMN BASTARDS GAVE ME ANOTHER PIECE OF THE
PUZZLE. Now I knew what this underground society was trying to futher do to
me. They were having there fucking psychic trying to probe me to STEAL
EVERYTHING PSYCHICALLY THAT I KNEW. How lucky for me that the shit got
nowhere! I also had figured out that this unetical woman psychic came from
what I have earlier talked about in this doc as being from the BLACK RED
SIDE of the Secret Underground Society.

Now while I was still in St. Louis during these 3 years that doctor I had
talked about earlier also had me trying all sorts of psychotic medicine in
conjunction with all the Mega-Vitamins and having no sugar. I was even on
Loxitane another psychotic medication. How HOLY. NOBODY IN THE SECRET
UNDERGROUND SOCIETY TELLING ME WHAT THE FUCK AND WHY THE FUCK ALL THIS SHIT
WAS HAPPENING TO ME BUT INSTEAD PUMP ME UP WITH PSYCHOTIC DRUGS AND PUT ME
INSIDE PSYCH WARDS TELLING ME I GOT A PSYCHOTIC PROBLEM WHEN IN ACTUALITY
I NEVER HAD A PSYCHOTIC PROBLEM UNTIL THEY CRACKED MY BRAINS ON PURPOSE!

So now I am back on PROLIXIN and my father flies to St. Louis. MO. to drive
me and my car back home to New York State since I was put again on permanent
disability in the latter half of 1983.

Okay. Now I am living back home in New York State. What I will cover next in
the following paragraphs is the time frame from the second half of 1983 to
the middle of 1991.

Okay. So now when I get back home we go see the same doctor that I had just
before when I left to take a job in St. Louis, MO. Again I am put back onto
Mellaril so that I am not so doped up. At this time I had quite a bit of
money which I got from savings funds at work which I got after I went on
disability again. Being the type of soul that has to think and not let myself
be turned into a couch potato and not let myself wither away sitting in a
rocking chair on the front porch because of what the hell was done to me so
far, I started off buying the Commodore 64 computer and getting into
telecommunications with it. So to help me have some kind of useful life I
began to self teach myself the computer lingo on this computer.

After a while I moved out of my parents house into a one bedroom dump
apartment which I could afford on my disability pensions. It was unfurnished
and my mother helped me to buy furniture for the apartment. Also at this
time I bought the Amiga 1000 computer and was learning some good stuff
about it and was doing telecommunications on this computer too. I also had
the Commodore 64 set up in this apartment too.

Now right here I will mention that I found out that the kitchen table that we
bought had a bug installed on it. I am not going to tell you how I found out
since you surely wouldn't believe it since this whole fucking doc is
hard to believe to begin with unless your one of the asses in the Secret
Underground Society reading this doc which automatically knows that everything
I have said is the god damn truth.

Remember that kitchen tables are favorite spots for them to put a bug on. Now
after discovering that the table had a bug I decided to leave it there by
simply keeping the table in the apartment. Naturally one had to watch what
was said while in the apartment - especially not saying anything of any
importance about any psychic revelations. Remember that these Black American
Insects inside the Secret Underground Society are obsessed with STEALING
from you and anybody else psychic information which you may know about.

Now obviously my two phones were tapped also. Do you think that they are just
going to bug the apartment and not wire tap the phones? Hell. Of course not
All done illegally. Isn't the ILLUSION OF FREEDOM GREAT!

Now during these years of from 1983 to 1991 tons of shit befelled me and I
don't certainly want to try and remember it all and type it in here since
this doc would never get done. So I am only going to try and remember the
most important things that were done to me by the fuckers inside this
Secret Underground Society to help convince you who is CLEAN (see Part 1
for the definition of CLEAN) to KNOW the TRUTH about what is happening inside
our country and the whole World.

So after a year went by after living in this apartment I decided to move
out of it into a bigger and nicer apartment. Now in moving out of this
apartment I got my father to help me move the big stuff and I got him to
take the kitchen table and store it in the basememnt of his house and to
eventually get rid of it since I certainly didn't want to move a bug into
my new apartment. It needs to be noted here that this new apartment was
bugged also. But you have to do shit like, this dump furniture to make these
Secret Underground Society Bastards work in order to screw you again. In
otherwords you don't make THEIR life easy for them when they have been in the
process of screwing you and making your life miserable for so many years.
They don't want you to fight them. They just want you to lie down on an
American street and let them run over you with an American tank.

So now I am in my new apartment with another bug and two more tapped
telephones. These boys and girls in this Secret Underground Society work
really fast in getting you all bugged and having your phones tapped. Believe
me they are FAST!

So now I am really getting involved into the Commodore 64 and Amiga Computers
and in fact set up a Commodore 64 BBS which I called ESP-NET. Now on my
BBS system I had a bunch of old Commodore 1 meg. drives which were called
SFD-1001 dirves. These pieces of junk would break down quite often and would
have to be repaired. So now get ready for me to describe the next screw
given to me by these Black American Souls inside the Amercian Secret
Underground Society. There was a company that repaired SFD-1001 drives and
not many places did because these were obsolete drives. So one of my drives
needed to be repaired and I shipped it out to the company in the United
States. To make a long complicated nightmare short here when I finally got
the drive back which they said was repaired I hooked it up and guess what! It
still was out of alignment and didn't work. Screw number one. But wait I am
not done. Screw number two is coming. I discovered that with my predicament
in life in fighting these Secret Underground Society bastards 24 hours a day
I had to check everything that I could possibly check. So I turned the
SFD-1001 drive over on its back to see if I could unscrew the 4 screws holding
the bottom of the case to the top. Guess what, all 4 screws wouldn't budge.
The god damn bastards used lock tight on all of the 4 screws. Yep, and I paid
them for this too. I was so god damn mad that I threw the drive out in the
garbage.

Now we come to another computer repair job. You remember the Commodore
1541 drives. Well, I had a bunch of these drives too and decided one
day to take into a shop one of my 1541's just for regular maintenance. I found
out from that shop that they were sub-leting out some of the Commodore work.
I got my 1541 drive back and ran it to see if it worked okay. It did. Good.
Our we getting ready for another screw given to me? You bet. So I turned
it over on its back to see if I could unscrew all 4 screws. 3 of the screws
came out okay but the 4th screw wouldn't budge. Lock tighten again. The
fuckers used lock tight again. So I had to bust the head of the screw off to
be able to open up the case in case I ever needed to bring this 1541 drive
into somebody elses shop for repairs. The guy who pulled this screw on me
was very clever. Only 1 screw was lock tighten not all 4 like from the
other place.

Now needless to say I wrote letters to Commodore telling them what these two
repair places had done to me and my commodore drives. Commodore wrote me back
and told me that they were going to make an investigation. I never did hear
anything further more about it.

To bad that AFTER THE SECRET UNDERGROUND SOCIETY FUCK'S YOU THAT YOU HAVE TO
FIGHT THEM BACK! Otherwise you let them roll that American tank right over
you killing you. But remember when you try and nail them for screwing you
in life over and over THEY BLOCK IT WHERBY THEY NEVER GET CAUGHT FOR SCREWING
YOU OVER. This is the way of the cockroaches.

Next example in catching them.

When I was running my commodore BBS system I was reading my E-Mail and going
through the posted messages checking them out. This new user who just joined
left a bunch of shit posted on my BBS and in my mail box. In my mail box I
get from him mail that says "....everybody hates me...". Also he posted a
bunch of garbage almost right on the verge of threatening me. I was furious
needless to say. Another part of the Secret Underground Society puzzle given
to me. He used a "Handle" when he did all this shit and I just accessed his
real name and address from my records and got him. I called the cops and
talked to them about this problem and then I sent him a postcard telling him
" to stay away from me and my BBS because I will have you arrested if you
don't". Needless to say he disappeared real fast.

Next example in regards to the piece of the puzzle.

I had to go to Family Child Support Court a couple of times since I was
divorced now and had a daughter. So I had an attorney. Now in regards to
one of the times when I had to get help from the attorney and I was in his
office I was pretty well pissed off in regards to all the shit that I knew
now about what the Secret Underground Society was doing to me and ruining
my god damn health. Now don't get me wrong. This having to go to Family
Child Support Court had nothing to do with the Secret Underground Society.
There were only two lawyers in this establishment who had offices side by
side with the secretaries located right out front of the offices who
were able to hear everything that was said in the offices since the god
damn doors were open to the offices. So I blurted out to my attorney the
following: "What the hell are they going to do to my daughter? The same
thing that they did to me. Make her schizophrenic too because she is psychic
too." He said nothing. Instantly I hear and see one of the god damn
secretaries get up from her desk outside the office and rush over to the
attorney's office next door whose door is open also. I hear her say to him
"There are two of them. Then I hear him say, "I heard it.". Fucking good
thing that GOD still has let me have pretty good hearing. BINGO so another
piece of the puzzle about being members of the "Great White Brotherhood".

So who do you think is Schizophrenic? The one that the Secret Schizophrenic
Underground Society MADE schizophrenic or all of THEM?

Next example.

Now on another occasion when I had to go to Family Support Court again, I
was sitting in the waiting room waiting to see my attorney. This guy comes
out of the other attorney's office and looks at me and is muttering some
kind of shit to me and he turns to me and drops a stack of papers he was
carrying on the floor at the bottom of my feet telling me as he looked at me
that "The FBI always gets its man.". As he proceeded to blurt out of his Black
Soul that he is an EX-FBI AGENT. Again another piece of the puzzle given to
me and verified by him. Look. I already knew that the fucking Black American
Insect Souls that run and own our country had made a phone call to THEIR
KIND inside the FBI and that the bastards where trying really hard to dig up
any kind of false shit on me to put me away in prison. You see, according to
how these schizophrenics work you crack the Great White Brotherhoods brains
first, hope he dies, and when he isn't dead then try and stick him into
prison next because he poses a MAKE BELIEVE THREAT TO THEM. And further if
you can't put him into prison for life then try the next step by seeing if
you can get him COMMITTED into a STATE MENTAL INSTITUTION FOR LIFE.

What a god damn joke on them-trying to get rid of an innocent soul that
isn't even a member of the Great White Brotherhood. A soul that just had a
vision back in 1976 approximately and wrote a letter about it to some
schizophrenics in a mystical organization.

Now after this had happened to me I knew then that I needed to try and use
the Freedom Of Information Act to get the records on me from the FBI and
then sue them, the fucking United States Government run and owned by SATAN.
Also I knew that I had to get any records from any other god damn intelligence
agencies such as the Secret Service, etc. that would have false trumped up
information on me to fucking take away my rights as an American Citizen.
But unfortunately I was beginning to run out of any additional savings that
I had left after buying tons of different computer equipment. Also I knew
that if I ever did get any records from these agencies owned by the Secret
Underground Society that the papers would be all BLACKEN OUT SO I WOULDN'T
BE ABLE TO KNOW WHAT THEY HAD FALSELY SAID ABOUT ME. I might be slow but I
am not stupid.

Next example from personal experience.

I would go to the mall quite frequently. One afternoon when I was walking
through the mall and had just decided to go through the entrance of one of
the shops, I turned to my right and spotted this guy dressed in a dark
suite who was following me located by a circular bookstand. When he saw
that I was looking his way he immediately ducked his head (looked away from
me) into the book rack and picked up a magazine immediately trying to make
himself look like just any other kind of person in the mall. Bullshit. So
the nuts like to put TAILS on you too.

Another example.

Late at night I would drive to a restaurant and sit at the counter having
coffee and talk to the waitress which I thought was kind of nice. One
night I am at the counter on the right and there is another counter located
on the left of me. It was divided in two. Also the room located to the right
of me was all darken off since it was closed down for business. Also besides
the counter area there were some table booths which were open for business
since this section I was in was the only section open late at night. Now
I was the only one there at this time, If I remember correctly. Now two
guys walk in. I am not paying to much attention to anything. After about 3
minutes I look over to my left to see who has sat down at the other counter.
There is this one guy who has ordered something. Well. Where is the other
guy? Now for some reason I look to my right and I spot the other guy sitting
at the closest booth in that darken room that was closed down for service
and the fucker was doing nothing there except sitting there watching me. So
they had BOTH SPLIT UP. I took a pile of change out of my pocket and dumped
it on the counter in front of me without even counting it and told the girl
standing in front of me that I am out of there. It was a nice set up. A
couple of days later I went back to this restaurant and one of the waitresses
was there who was also there when this all happened and told me "That it was
a good thing that I had left when I did!".

Another example. Yes the American shit goes on and on.

One evening I went to a restaurant to get something to eat. This was a
different restaurant not the one I just got telling you about here. As I
was being seated down by the waitress and as she was straightening out my
napkin and eating utensils she says very softly to me that "I just missed
a knife and to be more careful.". Now I am positive that this was some other
occurrence which occurred somewhere else and not at that other restaurant
which I talked about in the previous paragraph. I have a pretty good idea
where I missed getting stuck with a knife and who it was who missed me
but I will just let it pass by here.

So by now the reader here should realize that I had people in this Secret
Underground Society who were on my side feeding me information and hopefully
looking out for my ass or more preferably my body which houses my soul.

LISTEN. THE ONES WHO DO THIS KIND OF SHIT TO YOU ARE THE BLACK BLUE AND
BLACK RED SIDES.

Now I am going to talk about dentists and how a god damn dentist got me by
screwing up my teeth.

I had this dentist which I will label as dentist X. I was going to dentist
X for a while getting my teeth cleaned and getting them checked. It turned
out that the hygienest or dental assistant that was cleaning my teeth
also was checking my teeth for any problems. It turned out after a long time
of this that I started getting pissed off because dentist X was not checking
my teeth for problems and in fact I wasn't getting anymore x-rays done on
my teeth to check out what was going on. In otherwords I was paying the
office for checking my teeth and they were not getting checked by the
right person. Now only once do I remember that when my teeth were getting
cleaned that the dental assistant called dentist X over to look at a filling
in a tooth that was getting washed out. Dentist X looked at it for about a
minute then fucking walked away without saying anything. So to make a long
story short here I got pissed suspecting that I was getting screwed over
and left the office to go find another dentist.

So now I found dentist Y. In my first visit to dentist Y I had my teeth
cleaned. Also I told dentist Y that I WANTED FULL MOUTH X-RAYS DONE. When
the x-rays came back LORD AND BEHOLD I had all sorts of cavities and
problems which the x-rays revealed. I had one tooth that had a cavity in
it which required him to in fact do a root canal on it and also give me
the added expense of a fucking $500 crown. He also had to fill in the old
cavity that was filled in and starting to get washed out. Dentist Y also
told me that from the x-rays I had a problem with a molar that would require
me to make an appointment with an endodonist which I will label as dentist
Z. Also the endodonist bill for the root canal was another $500. Now also in
this first visit to dentist Y I was told that I had gum disease and I had to
make an appointment with a periodontist which I will label as dentist A which
I did and the bill after dentist A got done with me in correcting the gum
disease came to $1500. There were other cavities that needed to get filled
also.

You might just say here that I had a fucking bad dentist X. Not so. Let me
continue.

So I was pissed and called the Attorney General's Office to find out how I
could report all this shit that dentist X had done to me and pull the
dentist license. The Attorney General's Office gave me the name of an agency
to call which I did and I received the proper forms from them and filled
them out with xerox copies of some of the old bills from dentist X and
mailed them in.

So after a while I get a phone call from the guy who is going to do the
investigation about what the fuck dentist X did to me. The investigator
told me that he was going to be up in my area where I lived in a month and
he wanted the names of all these other dentists which discovered all the
dentaal problems I had. Okay. So I thought good.

Now guess what. A month goes by and in fact a couple of months go by and I
am checking with the dental offices of these other dentist if they have
talked to an investigator who said he was going to contact their offices
and talked to them about my case. Every time the answer I got back was no,
nobody has come to see us about anything about you.

Yep. The fucking Secret Underground Society got to this investigator and
washed away the whole case so that I would lose. I did lose. Many months
later like after at least a year I was sent an official letter from the
agency with which I filled my complaint with and was told that NOTHING
WAS DONE WRONG TO ME by dentist X. In fact I wasn't even living in the
state no longer when I got the letter. But this is interesting to note here
also. Somebody from the fucking agency called my parents home where I used
to be living and talked to my mother and from the sounds of the conversation
was trying to get my mother to get me to drop the fucking case.

Later on in this doc I will tell you how the god damn Secret Underground
Society tried to set me up to see one of their fucking foot doctors to
fuck up a foot and also how they were planning on convincing me that I had
eye trouble and to see one of there eye doctors so that he could butcher
my sight.

YOU DON'T KNOW WHO THE FUCK THE DEVIL IS YET? I SURE AS HELL DO! MY FELLOW
AMERICANS! TO BAD THEY NEVER READ THE 10 COMMANDMENTS!

Next example of discovering another piece of the puzzle. The puzzle only
has about a billion pieces to it!

I would frequent another restaurant having coffee and getting something to
eat and enjoyed the conversation with a couple of other guys who would
sit at the counter and have coffee also. There was a particular fellow who
I enjoyed talking to, and we usually discussed political candidates and
sometimes religion, etc.. One day when it was only the two of us sitting
there drinking coffee, I had someting of importance to tell him and I didn't
want the waitress who was hanging around the counter to overhear what I was
going to tell him so I said to him something to the effect of "Wait until she
leaves. We got all these spies in here." Now she heard this and took of
through the door right in front of the counter area into the kitchen and as
the crazy was walking through the door she somewhat says very loudly to the
others that are in the kitchen that "He's One Of Them!" Well folks. What
the crazy was telling the others is that this other fellow that they all
knew and served, also was one of the Great White Brotherhood. Yep.

Its a good thing I got ears and a freaking brain. Later on in this doc I
will give other examples of this kind of thing whereby these cockroaches
were thinking that if they watched me close enough that I was going to give
them names and addresses of Great White Brotherhood members so that they
could kill and maim them. This is really humorous for me since THEY ARE ALL
WAISTING THEIR TIME since I know nobody who is a member of the Great White
Brotherhood and I am certainly not. This cockroach American problem goes
all the way back to that stupid letter I wrote to a mystical organization
in reference to a psychic vision I had which I have already talked about
earlier in this doc.

As I have said earlier in this doc that ONE OF THE THINGS that these crazies
ARE OBBSESSED WITH IS IN OBTANING (STEALING) PSYCHIC INFORMATION AND
DESTROYING THE GREAT WHITE BROTHERHOOD! It gives you a warm Holy feeling
inside your Heart doesn't it.

American Evilness At Its Finest!

Now several months later as I am sitting in a restaurant again having coffee
at a counter there was a god damn guy with his wife (I guess thats who the
hell it was) sitting in a booth almost behind me and the fucking woman
says so that I can hear her real good "You Gave One Of Them To Us!" This is
in reference to that poor fellow who was sitting next to me having coffee
that I was talking to when the crazy waitress went into the restaurant
kitchen telling all the other crazies that "He Is One Of Them!" A member
of the Great White Brotherhood. Yeah. Right. As if I would be selling out to
these Secret Society Underground Cockroaches members of the Great White
Brotherhood which to begin with I don't know who the hell they are!

Another example of what these cockroaches do to you when THEIR HATERED SHINES
THROUGH THEIR SOULS.

We are still talking here about the years 1983 - 1991 when I lived in New
York State on disability.

One night I slept over at my mother's house and when I woke up and went to
my car to go someplace, I noticed these chips of paint on the door of the
driver's side. I couldn't figure out how they got there so I drove over to the
car dealer and asked them if they could patch up someway these chips of paint
knocked off my door. Here is what the guy told me, "Somebody tried to break
into your car. They used a tool and thats why you have these chips in your
door."

Another example.

When I was living in my second apartment which I talked about earlier in
this doc in Part 2 here, I woke up one morning and went to my car to go
get something to eat and I noticed one of my rear tires had been cut. They
did it again to me but this time they showed their stupidity by not cutting
the thread inside the grooves like when they did when I was living in St.
Louis. So I made my way over to the mall and replaced the cut tire.

Now this next topic of what the hell the god damn bastards started to pull
on me and which continues to this very day, I could not mention here and
just forget about it and YOU THE READER WHO IS CLEAN WOULD NEVER KNOW ABOUT
IT unless it was to happen to you. But I am writing this doc to EXPOSE
the American Underground Society for the TOTAL EVIL THAT IT IS to you who
is CLEAN, so that you know and realize that the fucking American Freedom
is NOTHING BUT AN ILLUSION. These bastards can GIVE YOU AS MUCH FEEDOM AS
THEY WANT AND TAKE AWAY FROM YOU AS MUCH FREEDOM AS THEY WANT!

So now I will try to explain to you the next unbelievable thing that they
did to me and which still continues to this day. Listen, this Underground
Secret Society CAN DO ANYTHING TO YOU THAT THEY WANT TO. And you think
SATAN doesn't exist. WRONG!

What had happen to me now is that the BLACK BLUE and BLACK RED GENERALS got
really clever with their evilness towards me and propagated it all the way
down to all of their nest of thieves whereby these fucking things where
knocking off (getting rid of) women that I was interested in as potential
girlfriends.

I know it sounds confusing. For instance, I would perhaps be in a store and
notice a nice attractive woman and see that see wasn't married and start
chatting with her. While I would be chatting with a woman asking her out on
a date, I would notice these fucking Underground Society Jerks hanging
around us as we talked making sure that THEY got an earful of what was being
said as they nonchalantly would be either looking up at the god damn ceiling
in the building or someplace else. Now when I would go back to where ever
these women where working either at the malls, in other stores in town, and
even in other stores out of town, I started to notice that these very nice
personified women were never to be found again. They where always missing
right after I got done talking to them about going out on a date. You
couldn't find them anywhere!

So now I began to realize that these fuckers in the Secret Underground
Society were stealing these very nice women. In otherwords THEY didn't want
me to have a girlfriend. So what was happening was that the mangers, store
owners, etc. where firing, getting rid, of these very nice women.

No, I am not nuts. Let me continue somemore here and I will tell you more
of what I found out about what they were doing to me and you will learn about
how evil the Americans are.

Sometime after discovering this I went to a mall. As I was walking into a
bookstore I spotted two of these BACK AMERICAN SLIMBALLS. When you have
been through all the hell and shit I had been through in this country it
gets really easy to smell them a mile away. So I went to the opposite
parallel aisle of books and was standing right opposite them with the
book rack separting me from some guy and probably his slimeball wife.
Immediately I hear the slimball wife say "We are going to take them from
you!". This is in reference to the women that THEY had been stealing from me
by getting rid of them so that I could not get tied up with a female. These
two BLACK THINGS spotted me really FAST. Like I told you before in this doc.
THEY know everything about you, how you look, where you go most of the time,
etc..

Let me continue with this particular problem I am having because it gets
even more interesting and EVIL.

Now somewhat later after this incident of hearing them saying this to me and
conferring and substantiating what I already knew and suspected, I went to
church one day and heard the next thing come out of THEIR MOUTH from THEM
right while I was in church going to Catholic Mass. This part here is so
disgusting that I am only going to say here to you the reader of this doc
that in my Church is where I heard that these EVIL BLACK BLUE AND BLACK RED
Secret Underground Society crazies wanted me to be a homosexual. Yes. This is
what I heard come out of a person's mouth.

So now I know that they want me to be GAY and that is why they are fucking
stealing women from me. Knocking them off.

The last part to this topic is this. Again I went to a mall and was on the
second level buying a coke to drink and was walking through the seating
area where all the people where sitting eating their food and drinking their
drinks. I was approaching a table with two of THEM sitting there. Like I
said, by now I can smell THEM a mile away. An old guy with his old wife it
looked like where sitting at a table. As I am walking past the table the old
male ass hole says so I can hear it, "We are going to take this one away
too!" Yep. Constant AMERICAN EVILNESS AT ITS FINEST. And this shit is all
still happening to me and now to my daughter this very day.

Hard to believe I know but its ALL TRUE! I don't waste my time in life by
making shit up which alot of people do on purpose. There are better things
to do.

Next example.

During this time frame of 1983 - 1991 I went to a lawyer's office to have a
WILL drawn up. Now obviously when you are on disability pensions you don't
have squat. So obviously I had my daughter in the will to have what little
shit I have in life. I believe we set up the will with a Trust Involved
to give my daughter so much money for her education, etc., etc. from a small
life insurance policy which I have. Now according to this WILL we needed to
have another party in the WILL in case my daughter passed away while she
was still receiving money from the Trust so that any of the remaining
money would go to this other party and not to my daughter's mother. It is
kind of complicated to explain and my lack of making this understandable is
my fault.

So I decided to put the name of the person who is the leader of the Pro-Life
movement in America as the other party. ( Please no names here). So now
the shits in the lawyer's office told all the other Secret Underground
Society Cockroaches the name of this other person that I put into my WILL.

Listen. There is no god damn thing as confidentiality between YOU and doctors,
lawyer offices, etc. Because these god damn cockroaches have no morals and
ETHICS. THEY pass all your confidential information ON TO ALL OF THEIR NEST
OF COCKROACHES.

So one day after drawing up this WILL,I am having coffee again in another
restaurant and since I have good ears I overheard the conversation of two of
these crazies. A man and a woman sitting in a booth close by me talking
about me having put into my WILL this Pro-Life Activist. You the CLEAN
READER have to try and understand that these cockroaches just can't seem to
keep their mouths shut and not talk about you WHEN THEY SPOT YOU in a
restaurant. AND IN FACT ANY PLACE ELSE. They have these fucking super egos.

So what the hell was going on now was that a big group of these fucking
Secret Society Underground Women becamed really pissed off at me for
supporting a Pro-Life Activist by putting this person into my WILL to receive
money in case my daughter passed away. This came right out of the mouth of
the god damn woman that was sitting there, "He is not going to get it!"
Another reference to stealing dates or women from me that perhaps I would
like to get involved with.

I know that this is very hard to comprehend what I have just talked about
and very unbelievable. But you the CLEAN READER have to understand that
these INSECTS do ANY AND EVERYTHING TO YOU. EVEN WHAT IS UNBELIEVABLE.

So now I had another two more problems. The BLACK BLUE SIDE stealing women
from me and a LARGE SEGMENT OF WOMEN IN THE OTHER SECRET UNDERGROUND SOCIETY
SIDES doing the same thing.

You must comprehend that Freedom Is An Illusion! THEY give you as much freedom
as they want you to have.

Now I am going to try and explain how slippery these doctors are whom I had
treating me for my so called schizophrenia which the American Secret
Underground Society so nicely created for me at the age of 32.

Okay. So now I am back in New York State as I have said before and my doctor
is doctor X and I am on Mellaril.

So I was on two pills of 100 mg per day and this doctor X said that I could
take up to five pills a day if I needed to. Fine. I remember one day when
I was in doctor X's office and talking about some of this Secret Underground
Society shit that this doctor tells me "Nobody would believe it because it
is so complicated." Sure, right. Sure thing.

Since I was still associated with a mystical organization at this time and
definitely am psychic, I was trying to explain to this idiot doctor from my
own personal experiences and from using some god damn wisdom that there
are probably quite a few patients who are psychic and have a problem in
controlling the psychic impresions that they are receiving and as a result
of this it messes up their mind. In other words, can create a problem for
them. Now prior to having this conversation with doctor X in regards to this
topic, I many years ago talked to some kind of social worker in this field
of the mentally ill about "Do the doctors realize that some of these patients
could be psychic and not be able to control their psychic impressions
thereby screwing up their minds." This person agreed with me completely. That
I was right in my assumption at the time. Now getting back to doctor X. Here
is what the Black insect told me. "Schizophrenics think they are psychic."
Now what you the CLEAN READER has to understand right now is that I was
dealing with a BACK BLUE doctor X who was fucking up my mind by pulling
REVERSALS ( see the example of REVERSE given in Part 1 ) on me purposely and I
didn't know it yet what doctor X was doing to me and was a BLACK BLUE. But we
are getting to it.

Now there was a visit at doctor X's office where I was told that doctor X
was going to be out of town and I was given the phone number of another doctor
which I will label as doctor Y here who would be on call if I had any
problems. Well, I did have god damn problems due to all the Secret Underground
Society shit that had happen to me up to this time and which I was still
going through and in trying to put all the puzzle pieces together mentally.
So I called doctor Y and told doctor Y that I was having a problem. Doctor
Y asks me "How many Mellaril are you taking?" I said 5. So here now is
what doctor Y says back to me over the phone. "Take 6, Ha Ha!" No shit. This
is what was said to me. I was dumfounded. I didn't want to believe what I
heard so I blew it off sort of. At this time I didn't realize yet that this
doctor Y was also a BLACK BLUE whereby I was set up with by the other BACK
BLUE doctor. But we are getting there. And yes, I didn't listen to doctor X
because I never took the god damn 6th pill after hearing that from doctor X.

Now at another visit with doctor X at another time doctor X was talking about
a whole bunch of other doctors who saw patients in town and was even telling
me who some of the good ones were. This will come into play later in this
doc.

Now at another visit in Doctor X's office I am again talking about this
god damn Secret Underground Society nest and doctor X gets pretty cleaver
and asks me "What Color Am I?". I told doctor X that it was BLUE! Immediately
I am watching his face contort as I got it right. BINGO. One problem though.
I didn't have the other half of his color yet which I learned later was Black!

Now one time when I was having problems and ended up in the hospital doctor
X lined me up with who I will label here as doctor Z to treat me in the
hospital since doctor X didn't make hospital visits. Now it turns out that
by word of mouth which I found out from other patients and from the family
of other patients that this doctor Z was labeled as being the worst doctor
in the area. But guess what? How convenient it was that I ended up with
doctor Z! At this time I did not know also that doctor Z was another BLACK
BLUE. You see what was being done to me here is that I was being circulated
or bounced from one BLACK BLUE doctor to ANOTHER and I did not know it but
I did learn it later which I will relate how.

So now I am in the hospital being treated by doctor Z and this doctor pumps
me up with Haldol one of the most powerful psychotic drugs that you can give
a person which turns you into a vegetable. Now for some fucking reason
doctor Z transfers me out of the hospital I was in over to another hospital.
I was perfectly happy being in the first hospital since I could sleep when
I wanted to. To sleep off my problem and not be bothered by anybody waking
you up forcing you to attend the shit classes which some hospitals have you
attend all day long when they know that sleep is the best healer for you.
The reason that doctor Z gave me for moving me to another hospital was that
the ward at the hospital was a lock up ward and that I would feel safer
being there. THIS WAS UTTER BULLSHIT WHICH I WLL RELATE LATTER WHY IT WAS.

Now also doctor Z was trying very hard to convince me and my parents that
I was an alcoholic. I was drinking alot and anybody who the hell had been
through what I had been through and was going through in getting screwed by
these American Secret Society Underground cockroaches would probably be
drinking too or maybe instead just sitting in a rocking chair on the front
porch withering away into nothingness. So doctor Z was about to transfer me
to an alcoholic ward which we put a stop to. Also doctor Z tried to convince
me and my parents while I was in the hospital to get a CT Scan on my brain
to see how much had been killed off by the drinking! Yeah. Right. We put
and immediate halt to this scam real fast. Now I will tell you that what
these BLACK BLUES were trying to do to me with this CT Scan bullshit which I
found out much later from a person inside the nest that was a good friend of
mine is that they wanted to see biologically what it looked like inside my
brain and to see if they could learn anything from the scan on why or how was
I so psychic! NO SHIT! I was told this. They want to find out what is inside
me.

AGAIN I WILL SAY THAT THESE COCKROACHES ARE OBSSESED WITH STEALING EVERYTHING
THEY CAN FROM YOU ABOUT THE PSYCHIC REALM.

Now when I was in this other hospital which I had been transferred to none of
us ever did get to sleep during the god damn day to be able to heal our minds
since the bastards had us all attending shit worthless classes all day long.
So naturally it took much longer to get healed.

Now I get out of the hospital and am seeing doctor Z at doctor Z's office as
doctor Z's patient. Why did I change over to seeing doctor Z. Hell. I don't
know. I think it was because doctor Z convinced me that since doctor X didn't
give Haldol Shots that I had to see doctor Z at doctor Z's office to get the
god damn shots. So once a month I went to doctor Z's office to get a shot. In
other words, to get all doped up and not be able to function. Now how doctor
Z operated which I observed from seeing the other patients waiting to see
doctor Z in doctor Z's office was that everybody was on the most powerful
psychotic medicine that there was. Everybody was getting shots of some kind.
Doctor Z kept everybody all doped up because this way doctor Z didn't have to
monitor and regulate any other kinds of weaker medication. Yep. In fact,
doctor Z even told me that I would have to be on Haldol for the rest of my
life. Yeah, right.

So my parents got me away from the fucking crazy BLACK BLUE doctor Z after
a couple months of doctor Z's bullshit and over back to guess who, doctor
X which was the doctor who had bounced me over to doctor Z to begin with.
So we tell doctor X that I want to be back on Mellaril. Now I am back on a
low dosage of it again and can somewhat act not anymore as a zombie.

Now remember that doctor X earlier told me the names of about five doctors
that treated patients in the area where I lived and in fact doctor X mentioned
the names of some of the good ones. Well. Guess what. Doctor X never did
mention that doctor Z was a bad one. Of course not. Got to keep me bounced
between BLACK BLUE doctors.

Now getting back to t